Love you, Hate you thread - Page 4

Hoshi · Sep 15, 2009, 07:27 AM

God, I hate this.

Here I am, 5:30 on a Tuesday, waiting to finish Finley (a subsid of ours that we work on).

Not only did I find out at 4:45 that a photo I had to fix was IN Finley (45 minutes away) so I had to get it emailed. I finished their ads at 3:30! The paper should have been finished and sent to the printers by 4:30!

So here I am, sitting in a dark office because everyone has gone home (their work is DONE) waiting for the IT people int he head office to fix the problem so the last TWO pages can be sent to the printer.

EDIT: AND NOW SOMEONE DECIDES TO HANG UP WHEN I ANSWER THE PHONE!

I hate this!

Shned · Sep 15, 2009, 03:53 PM

I’m fed up of Boris Johnson’s urges for the country to be more ‘culturally open-minded’, but it seems to British public can’t even get their thick heads around their own damn people.

Why do people find beards so bizarre? Are we an entire nation of pogonophobes? I think not. But, Christ. Last week, I was out at a restaurant eating a meal in peace, and I looked to the table in front of me, to see a couple making no attempt to hide the fact that they were taking a photo of my facial hair. When they realised I knew, they looked up, and I just shot daggers in their general direction. Even when I’m at work, anyone between the age of fifteen and thirty can’t help but stare, as if suddenly having a beard has become illegal, and I’m facing incarceration.

Yet, those of an older generation make no such motion. They accept it, and they’re often condemned as being as ignorant as youth. Sure, there are a few who generally find it amazing, and either want to stroke/plait it, or the males are jealous as they can’t grow something that whimsical, but a vast majority seem to find it unacceptable and alien. I’ve gotten enough pointing and whispering about it. That doesn’t bother me in the slightest. It’s more the fact that the general public really is so close-minded, that if something isn’t to their low standards, then it just cannot be.

I go gigs and festivals, and get a lot of positive attention, and people there think nothing of it, and they’re just ordinary people. Even when I’m in the States, people are more fascinated by my septum piercing than my beard.

They say it gets worse before it gets better. If this country ever improves, I’ll buy a second home in Penzance.

Anty · Sep 16, 2009, 03:03 PM

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGG GGGGGGGGGG

heh. . . . anyone ever wish their brother was dead??

sry if that comment offends anyone but you dont know the drugged fucked moron i had to grow up with, and him being bigger then until about the 3 years ago but he was kicked out 7 years ago. getting the SHIT beat outa me DAYLY!! being shot by blowdarts including being shot in the eye POINT FUCKING BLANK! he fucks with me anyday now his heads going through a fucking wall! IF HES LUCK! so yeah understand why i wish my brother was DEAD? plus having no1 to talk to about ANYTHING for the last 16 years! there are times when thoughts use to go through that its not even wurth living if i have to stay here and put up with this shit! mind you this is when i was 6-7 YEARS OLD!! in conclusion

TIMOTHY JAMES SCHENSCHER YOU CAN GO TO FUCKING HELL FOR ALL I CARE YOU USELESS PISS OF DRUGGED FUCKED SHIT!!

Lil_Ant Out of his fuckin mind. . .

Minion · Sep 16, 2009, 05:44 PM

._.

Well, I guess that's what this thread was for, but...damn.

Tallulah · Sep 16, 2009, 05:51 PM

Your brother sounds like a straight-up arsehole, Ant. I'm so sorry you had to go through such problems. Nobody deserves that.

Also on a lighter note, since this is the Love You thread as well. I love carrot cake. Especially when it's free.

Anty · Sep 17, 2009, 03:06 AM

;( just had to get that crap outa ma head for once. . . .its not good for you to have it swirling around in there for 16 years . . .this is the first time ive ever really wirten/spoken about it toanyone. . . . .

trying to be a lighter note (Judge me if u dare)
ANTY kinda LOVES YUNIE!!!
she just rules thats all i have ta say^^

Hoshi · Sep 17, 2009, 03:40 AM

Let's all shout some love!

I love my Mike

Anty · Sep 17, 2009, 03:48 AM

i wuv my yunie^^

Shned · Sep 17, 2009, 07:22 PM

No, I will not do a high-quality rip of Esoteric for you fools. I put down my pre-order for that album months ago; I just happen to be lucky that its official release came first in the UK. Out three days ago, on my doorstep today, and I couldn't be happier. But does that mean you should partake of my triumph, and spread it around to all the impatient 'fans' that cannot wait for their own benefit?

Oh, hell-fucking-no.

You'll distribute it like a virus, and I'm not going to be the mediator. I'm a very satisfied customer, and you will be if you just hold on. I will not pander to your insatiable need.

Grow some balls, watch the hourglass, and be damn happy you've never been prosecuted for piracy.

In other news, I love my fianc�e. A lot.

Anty · Sep 20, 2009, 02:57 PM

AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGG

Centre link! any australian will know wat im on about right there. . .

Mikayla · Oct 9, 2009, 05:47 AM

fgjfhsgkjfhsgklsjfghsdfgdfgjdkfg

<3

Tallulah · Oct 24, 2009, 09:37 PM

Let's make this serious again for a moment.

I just found out that Heather, one of my dad's friends, has died from breast cancer. She was a relation of Tricia; sister or cousin I think (Tricia died a couple of years ago). I never knew her too well, but I am still very sad. I met her once; she was a really nice lady, and she had been through so much: her husband Mike died a few years ago, and last year her daughter was in a bad accident, but is now, on the plus side, recovering.

Rest in peace, Heather. You will be missed...

Tim · Oct 28, 2009, 08:05 AM

I hate not being able to sleep.

I love ecstasy.

Shned · Oct 31, 2009, 11:39 PM

Christ, I hate the fucking fact that I was wrong about Addicted.

I anticipated this to be so shit, but, God damn, it's amazing. I will not retract my statements and sexist remarks regarding women in the Metal scene, but this one has crossed a boundary without overstepping the mark to a grand extent.

I'm 60% through, and it's already taken me to a whole new plane. This is a hell of a Love-Hate relationship.

Mikayla · Nov 1, 2009, 04:14 AM

I feel so far out of my own element. I don't have the looks, or even the personality, that of which is being said of me.

I don't think I can meet these expectations, nor wishes, of what you want.
I fully wish I could believe it, but I think I'm just way too far out of my own element that I can't even fool myself.
In the end I've only ever felt like unwanted trash most of my life, & now you're setting these bars that I'm not sure I can even meet.
& I understand - no one is perfect - & I know that you'll understand my flaws.. but I can't help but want to be what's expected of me too. No one has actually gone out of their way as such, & I don't want to let you down either. Nor do I want to show you these flaws that I, myself, see.

Maybe I'm too young, but I feel so far behind.

& you know what.. the human part of me can only blame one person, because that one person was only there for one of us; not us all. I feel that, because of you, I see myself as someone who lost all worth. You don't even love me, nor do you hate me. How can you stand proudly & say that you're a man defending your own country, when you couldn't even defend your own kids against a woman that put your own son in JAIL? I only want to blame you because in the end I think it was you who set my self-esteem so low. I'm sorry I'm not a thin-perfect hair-curvy body-bubbly personality-happy girl that these people out here advertise. I'm sorry that in the end I didn't know how to deal with your hatred & malice. I was 8 years old.

& I just want to know how to deal with my situations now. Good going.

/emo

*Looks around* By the way, despite myself hating Halloween, it turned out okay. I had a lot of self reflecting to say the least, but I'm not sure if that's a good right now or not. So much on the brain. *Hits head* Argh... I'll probably regret posting this later. It's just good to get it off my chest. Maybe I can deal through some things that's been bouncing off in my head better.